Dear One Specific Boy

So this is probably a terribly ill-advised post, but I am pretty sure this boy doesn't read my blog-nor does anyone who really knows him.  Except one person-and she knows who she is wink wink

So hopefully this doesn't end badly for me... AWKWARD!!!!


dear boy i can't decide if i am worried about

so whenever it is just you and me, you are yourself.  at least i think you are yourself.  i don't know you that well, but i'm pretty sure that is who you really are.
but every time a certain group of people come around-you totally change.  you become kinda withdrawn and a follower.  still cool, but just not the fun, open guy i know.  its not a bad version of you-i just feel like you aren't you.

but there is another possibility.  you are in a really rough place-and need a friend or something. leading to well, your odd and different behavior recently.

and so cue the worry.

i mean if you are just not yourself around everyone cause you are shy...or whatever..thats not grand, but lets be real-few of us are totally ourselves around certain people.  and yeah i don't love that if it is the case, because this "yourself" also doesn't really talk to me (epic bummer).  but whatever-its fine

but if you need someone to talk talk to, or a friend or something-i'm here.  and i think you know that.  but problem is you are "mister too cool for school"-the ULTIMATE guy's guy-not really the bear my feelings type of guy...and i am pretty sure even my powerful powers won't crack you.

and so i worry.
but i guess i will just have to get over it and tell my worrisome mind to shut up!

love
a girl who worries too much.
and who cares about you...if you would just let me


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