Saturday, April 19, 2014

TBT:

Day 317 Mean

Oct 4 2011
Mean                 Taylor Swift

I have been waiting to use this song for like FOREVER!  Its so awesome, but no one has really qualified yet.  Till today.
I have not liked my clinical instructor for several weeks.  I have tried to be open minded and tried to be understanding.
But I have had enough.  I understand pushing.  But this is just being MEAN!  Inconsiderate and rude.
I have worked hard to get to where I am and I don't appreciate being treated like a complete idiot.
I am a human being not the scum between your toes.  You think we are going to learn when you belittle and abuse us?
If you give me expectations I have something to work for, but if you don't tell me what I need to do...how can I do it??  Sorry I can't read your mind.  Unfortunately divination was not a prerequisite for this program.

Someday I am going to be working as a nurse and I am going to be good at it.
I'm going to prove you wrong!


You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?