Week 3--Settling In

Well another week done.  At the beginning of the week...it never seems like it is going to end.  But time passes....even if it is slow.

I am kind of getting just a little more settled in.  I have pretty much got a routine down----mainly consisting of wake up ...go to class....come home...do homework...go to sleep.  Boring I know...and prolly doesn't sound much different than my routine from the two previous weeks.  But deviations are not as frequent this week as they were in the past.

So lets do the breakdown!

Monday----pretty calm day.  Had skills the whole day and a 2.5 hour break in the middle to do homework.  Which was VERY nice.  We practiced putting on sterile gloves and created a new nursing catch phrase....."Sterile High Five"  haha!  We also got to insert catheters into the dummies.  Its nice to be doing "real" stuff.  Part of me wishes I could practice on a real human just because I know it will be harder and more important on a human.....but practicing on dummies is much safer!

Tuesday----took a test which wasn't too bad.  Spent more time in the lab and got more time in the middle of the day to study.  I also stayed on campus until late to get some studying done and then attended FMRDASE.  (Forced Mating Ritual Disguised as Spiritual Enlightenment  AKA Institute).  It was nice to have a little spiritual boost in the middle of the week and the teacher we have is REALLY great!  The class is really small and mostly made up of people far more zealous than I am!  I don't really feel super at home...but I know it is important to go, so I will keep going.  Cause its the right thing to do.  But I am going to try to create a system of refreshments.  I mean REALLY...what kind of mating ritual doesn't have a facilitatative mingle moment at the end?

Wednesday---just an ordinary day....nothing to special about it.  Had lots of check-offs  (doing a procedure for the professor).  I think I may have done like 5.....?????

Thursday----took my first nursing research and theory test.  It was open book and open note so it wasn't too bad.  But we had had check offs all morning too so....it was a LONG day!!!!!  We finished the test and thought we might be able to go home...but our professor kept us for another 30ish minutes to lecture for a bit.  We were DEAD and it was prolly the most ineffective lecture EVER.  That was the latest we had stayed in class for...hmmmm I think all three weeks.  We usually get out between 2 and 4 each day....but we were there till almost 5 and it was TERRIBLE!!!

Friday----Love it every week...still a long tiring day that we just were done with by the end.  We did a class check off----cause I think our professors didn't want to watch us all do it!  We were seriously cheering and doing dances when we finished cause we were soooo done!  Also we got a pretty decent storm that night


Saturday----Studied most of the day for my patho test that will be Monday.  It was a BEAUTIFUL afternoon!  The morning was cloudy and cool.  But the afternoon the sun came out and their was an AWESOME breeze.  It was prolly only 70ish degrees.  I studied by the pool for a bit, but soon lost the sunlight...and therefore the warmth.

Sunday---TODAY!  ;)  Church of course.  We sang my favorite hymn as a closing song Abide With Me, which was very nice.  I am getting to meet several super sweet people which is great.  We also had a dinner afterward which was lovely and a great chance to get to know people better.

So that has been my week.  Eventfully uneventful :)
Hugs and Kisses till next week!

Things I Never Saw at BYU

So I am at Mizzou.....University of Missouri...MU.......

But whatever you call it...it is.....NOT IN THE BUBBLE!!!!!!

So today during my lunch break...I made a list of all the things I see here at Mizzou that I NEVER saw at BYU.

1. Girl's upper thighs and shoulders
2. Men with beards and/or long hair
3. Piercings and tattoos
4. Swear words on T-shirts
5. Dark socked in clouds
6. Caffeinated sodas in the vending machines
7. Diversity----I mean there is some....but the whole white, white, super white..not totally untrue
8. Cicadas....EWWWWWWWW

Week 2...and a little of Week 1 too

So my nursing school adventure has begun.  I'm going to try and be good and keep everyone updated.

So the first week.  HARD and BUSY and CRAZY.
Day 1: OH MY HECK!  The amount of information they bombarded us with was insane.  8 AM to 4 PM full of  talking...and lots of scare tactics.  We get below a 72% on an exam...we get a letter warning us we are on thin ice.  Cause if we get an end grade in a class below 72% we are out!  And I came home totally overwhelmed and totally discouraged.  But I called my mom and a good friend and that perked me up a little.

Day 2: Hard still but a little less overwhelming.  Still trying to get all the bureaucracy out of the way...
immunizations, books, background checks, supplies.  It was all crazy and insane.

Day 3:  Class ALL DAY LONG!  Seriously an all day lecture session is NO FUN!  But it got broken up a little by this little tornado that touched down about 5ish miles south of campus.  Luckily the nursing school has a basement :)

Day 4: Pretty much the same as the day before!

Day 5:  FRIDAY!!!!  so happy it was!  And we spent the last half of the day in lab!  NO LECTURE!  This was the day I no longer HATED nursing school.  Not gonna say I liked it yet...but I didn't hate it!
Plus I got to go home for the weekend.  I know I was only gone for 5 days....but I missed my family like crazy and it was sooooooo good to be back!

Great weekend...then Monday came.....it was a hard day.  Dad, Garrett, and I drove up and got me all moved in and settled.  It was an emotional day, but my dad gave me a blessing at the end that REALLY helped.

WEEK 2
Getting into the groove a little bit.  Still unsure in a lot of ways but getting there.  And I am starting to like it...starting...not there yet...but starting ;)

Day 1:  first test!  YIKES!!!!  I was terrified I would get the dreaded LETTER.  But it was ok....I got a solid B+.  And considering the fact that it was the first test and I didn't study like I should have...I was quite pleased.

Day 2: Lots of class again...but we got to go to the lab again and practice which was lots of fun.

Day 3:  Pretty much just like day 2....I have discovered the middle of the week gets pretty much...well boring haha  This night I spent HOURS studying and I am pretty sure it is possible to die from studying too much....cause I almost did!

Day 4: FRIDAY!!!!!!  I have discovered how awesome Fridays are!  I have always liked them but I have newfound appreciation for them!  Patho test this day and a quiz in Assessment....both went pretty well, especially considering the studying I did.  It was not as effective as it could have been.  But now I know how to study best...so it will be better next time!

WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  WAHOOOO
For reals needed it!  I did NOTHING on Friday evening even remotely related to school.  And Saturday I hit the books pretty hard, but still took time to spend a couple hours at the pool :)  It was lovely!

I also got to go to church today in my new ward.  They all seem really kind and were very welcoming. Its not the 92nd ward....but then again...no ward in the church is that good ;)  But I think I will like it and be happy with it.


Adjusting has been hard.  But I am hoping that someday soon it will happen.
Till next week

Updates and UGGGHH the Complications

I'm going to try and update this blog a little more often.  I update my musical blog daily...it takes my time but doesn't really update anyone.
The music blog is more for me...this one is for you guys.

So what I have I done lately?  First I graduated...as evidenced by my previous posts.  I left BYU and Provo for St Louis.  I will be leaving for Columbia and Mizzou this weekend.

Leaving Provo was really hard.  I have so many friends there.  People who have changed my life and made me the person I am today.
Due to tornadoes that occurred the day before we flew out that hit the airport--closing it completely, we ended up flying into Chicago and renting a car to drive down to St Louis.  We were crushed in the back of a small SUV with far too many bags.  It was a long late ride and but I suppose we made the best of it.
That first day I really didn't think about much else then sleeping.

The next day all I wanted was to go back to Provo!  I loved being home with my family don't get me wrong.  I got to go to orchestra concerts and service projects.  I got to get my sister ready for her first prom and talk to my mom everyday for hours.  It has been awesome to hang out with my brother who will be leaving on his mission at the end of the summer.  My family is the greatest and they have been making me laugh the past several weeks.

But still I wanted a vacation and a moment to be back with my favorite Provo people.  So I booked a flight--crazy but did it.

Awesome weekend let me tell you!
I got to see so many people I wanted to see...though not nearly as many as I wanted to. Dan, Andrea, Traci, Maddie, Lauren, Pappy, Tyson, Beth, and all the 92nd (now 99th) warders.  I got to go up in the canyon, visit my dear Harold, see my second family, go to my cousins baby shower, shopping at the mall with my big sister, go to church with the 99th again, watch a frisbee game, walks, choir practice, Rock Canyon park and Stephandrea time.  It was an amazing weekend.

It was wonderful.  Hard to leave at the end though.  I went back to get the piece of my heart that I left.  I was unsuccessful.  I ended up just leaving the rest of it there.  Guess we will just have to wait till August for me to get it back again.


Then there are all the complications.  First financial aid, then housing, then books, then transcripts.  It seems that I have very bad luck.
A bit of advice.  If you can don't have your foot in the doors of 3 different universities all at once.  It can get very complicated!

Things I Have Learned at BYU

1. Sometimes homework is not as important as other things

2. Sometimes homework is more important than other things

3. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the only true church on the earth.

4. You can’t judge people, because you never know what they have been through

5. It ALWAYS depends!

6. Procrastination is something that can be done…but it never turns out well

7. Never take anything at face value.  Get all the information from all possible sources before you choose or judge.

Things I Will Miss in Provo

1. The 92^nd Ward---yes ALL OF YOU!!!!

2. Andrea—my person

3.  Sunday night chats with Tyson

4. Long walks with Iggy

5. random library parties

6. Impromptu dance parties with Jose

7. Gonna miss the girls who own Jose quite a bit too ;)

8. Long late night chats with good friends

9. Midnight trips to Smiths, Denny’s and IHOP

10. Stargazing

11. Jerome the turtle…and his owners in Marin 10 ;)

12. the mountains

13. Being able to walk to pretty much everywhere important

14. Bonfires in the canyon

15. Cheering for the ward intramural teams

16. Weekend get aways to Vegas or Springville

17. Being super close to my second family

18.  Body Body, Signs, Werewolf, 8-square

19. Being so close to the temple

20. Riding the bus with..the most interesting of the Provo/Orem population

Things I will Miss about BYU

1. Prayers at the beginning of class

2. Professors bearing their testimony of the truthfulness of the Gospel

3. Connecting anything and everything to some Gospel principle

4. Amazing forums with really interesting world leaders

5. The fact that campus TOTALLY shuts down on Tuesdays at 11

6. The beautiful grounds…even in a desert they keep things so green and gorgeous

7.  Going to church in the same room as I have my school classes

8. SPORTING EVENTS!!!!!!

9. Running into your favorite people in front of the JFSB or in the quad

10. The music they play at 12:00 to kick you out of the library

11. Working in the HBLL with amazing co-workers!

12. The view from the top of the JFSB

13.  The honor code and the chastity line ;)

14. Amazing performances..plays, concerts etc.

15. Religion classes

16. The stream south of campus, and the terrace garden

My Journey to Mizzou--Part 3 The Decision

So it has been a while since I wrote parts one and two...so I am finally getting around to writing part three!

The decision process began in January.  I got back from winter break to find a letter from BJC Goldfarb School of Nursing.  THEY WANTED ME!!!!!!  Though they were probably at the bottom of my list, I was grateful to just have one option.  At that point I knew my dream had an opportunity to come true.

A few weeks later I heard from MGH Institute of Health Professions.  They wanted me TOO!!!!!!!  It was crazy!  Then I heard from UM Sinclair School of Nursing...who also had accepted me!  It WAS INSANE!  I truly did not think that I would be three for three.  I still had one more though.

After the ups of hearing from the 3 other schools...a few downs got thrown in.  Middle of January I got an email from Johns Hopkins informing me that several parts of my application were missing.  Cue freak out moment!  Lots of phone calls and emails were sent.  And though it took a while to get a new letter of recommendation and make BYU resend my transcript...finally everything was set.

But obviously Johsn Hopkins was not close to making a decision.  But MGH had to know....and they had to know now!  I had been doing a lot of pro con lists and investigating.  I had been talking with institute directors, people who lived there, academic advisers, friends, and family trying to get all the information and advice that I could.

I took MGH off the list first.  I was stressed beyond belief about having to decide about Boston before I knew about Baltimore.  Though there were lots of pros to living and going to school in Boston, it didn't feel right.  In fact it felt terrible.  Once I chose to not go there I felt so much peace and calm.

Finally I heard from Johns Hopkins.  I was sitting in the testing center...taking a test of course.  When I felt my  phone vibrating at my feet.  I of course couldn't pick up....but when I got out of the test I immediately checked my messages.  And on my phone was one of the BEST messages I have ever gotten.  It was an adviser from Johns Hopkins School of Nursing calling to congratulate me on my application which was..her words not mine....a pleasure to read.  And despite the high level of competition....I HAD BEEN ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously this was my DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But now I had to make a decision!  Which school was I going to go to???
I had sent in deposits to both Missouri schools just to make sure I had a spot somewhere!

But I had to pick which I would go to.  I pushed the St Louis school off the list....because I wanted more of an adventure then the bedroom I have lived in for 14 years!  Although it was tempting as it was VERY safe!

So it was down to Missouri and Johns Hopkins.  They were very alike.  The pro/con lists were very even which made it super hard.  Their price tags were QUITE different.  TONS of prayers were said.  TONS of tearful phone calls were made to my mom.  Every time I went to the temple...this was the question in my mind.

Johns Hopkins was my dream.  But it would come with a hefty price.  Missouri was the LAST on my list.  But it was still a very good school.

My sweet roommate Andrea summed it up best-----"Which is your dream...to go to Johns Hopkins or to be a nurse?"

I want to save lives...not just physically but emotionally.  I want to be that nurse who holds mom's hand as her child goes into surgery.  I want to be the nurse who comforts the child when mom has to leave for work.  I want to be the nurse who everyone wants cause it doesn't hurt as much when she gives you a shot.  I want to be the nurse who makes every cancer and NICU patient she has, has a little hat to keep them warm.  That is the dream....that is the real dream.

And so I decided...Mizzou here I come!

My Journey to Mizzou---Part 2 Application Time

Let me just tell you..there are at least 100 ABSN programs in the country. And while that may not seem like a lot and when compared to the number of nursing programs in general there are....you are right...not very many. But when you have 100 choices of what to do with your future....it is pretty overwhelming.

But its me...so I made a list. I ended up with about 60 schools...mostly based on places I wanted to live. AKA..schools on the east coast....in Missouri, Utah, California or Alabama...in a big city...or some place warm. The southwest, most of the Midwest, Texas and anything north and west of Missouri were out of the running. From this list...I again whittled it down to about 14ish....this was done again pretty indiscriminately mostly focusing on location again. Closeness to home and/or family as well as proximity to a beach also played a pretty big role in this process.

From the list of about 14, I made a spreadsheet. There were columns for institute size, start times, lengths, prerequisites needed, costs, distance from home/family and then overall pros and cons. This was one INTENSE spreadsheet. I spent hours collecting information.  At this point I became an octopus...on the other hand, on the other hand, on the other hand....till I had at least 10 hands (guess that makes me a squid??)

After a great deal of weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth (I actually had no idea it would only get worse!) I chose 5 schools.  University of Missouri (Mizzou), University of Utah (the U), Johns Hopkins (JHSON), Massachusetts General Hospital Insititue of Health Professions (MGH) and Goldfarb School of Nursing (GF).

Each had pros and cons.  JHSON was my DREAM!  MGH would be awesome cause I would live in Boston.  GF is in St Louis so I would get to be in the BEST place on earth with the BEST people on earth.  The U would mean I got to stay in Utah with some pretty awesome people.  Then there was Mizzou---I needed a 2.9 GPA to get in....basically and honestly it was on the list only in case everyone else said no.

So I applied.  SERIOUSLY ANNOYING PROCESS!!!!!!   None of the schools had the same requirements for essays or recommendations or even deadlines!  Juggling it all was difficult.  Recommendations are really hard to get let me just say.  It means sucking up and awkwardly asking people to write nice things about you...not cool.  And essays are hard to write and I had to write in a different way for each school.  Again sucking up.  Lets be honest...the application process is just a long series of sucking up!

 Anyway so I got all the applications in.  Except for the U.  That one had the latest date.  And for some reason I wasn't feeling it.  In the end I decided to not apply because I just didn't think it was where I should be. Although I am slightly regretting that decision as my time to leave Provo is drawing near.....I'm not wanting to LEAVE!  But anyway...Everything was in and I was just waiting for the letters......now comes the WORST part :)

My Journey to Mizzou...Part 1 The Beginnings

Well ladies and gentleman of the blogging world. It is official. I will be attending the Sinclair School of Nursing at University of Missouri in Columbia, Missouri beginning this May and graduating with a Bachelors of Science in Nursing the following summer. I am really excited to be moving into the next chapter of my life....but before I do, it has been requested that I tell the story...from the beginning. So here we go!

It all began on a chilly afternoon in November..the year 1988...the place...Falls Church, VA.......wait not that beginning??? ok well then lets fast-forward. But actually not too much. Just to middle childhood I guess (child dev speak for 4-7). This was when I came to the knowledge and understanding that my grandma was a nurse. I loved to play hospital with her whenever she visited and was a nurse for Halloween several times. Even back then I thought being a nurse would be really cool. But then again I also thought high side ponytails (think Deb from Napoleon Dynamite) were cool.
Fast forward some more to the year 2003....freshman honors English with Mrs Fischer (awesome teacher btw) Our research paper that year was supposed to be about the career we wanted to pursue. I of course chose nursing, specifically pediatric oncology nursing. Chose not because I was firm in my thoughts, but definitely interested. Through this paper I came to the decision that I really wanted to be a nurse.
Fast forward a bit to my decision of where to go to college after graduation. I chose Brigham Young University, not only for the environment it would provide and the low-cost of tuition, but also for the fact that the nursing program had a fairly high reputation.

So I came out to Provo. All through freshman year I prepared to apply to the nursing program. I was really really excited to be able to study nursing with a perspective of the Gospel. The classes were hard, but I was ok with working hard. I took a 100 level class called a Preview of Nursing. This class solidified my career choice. Every week in that class, I felt sooooo strongly that I needed to become a nurse, I was often brought to tears (not saying a whole bunch seeing as I am a serious cry-baby!). But I knew this was what I needed to do.
I spent the next couple of semesters preparing and applied in Fall 2008. The email informing me that I was denied acceptance was one of the worst I have ever received all my work was for nothing. My dream seemed over.

However in the preview class I talked about earlier, my teacher mentioned that the University of Utah had an Accelerated Bachelors Program. Basically, you get a Bachelors in ANY field, and the in 12-18 months you graduate with a second Bachelors degree in nursing. (for future reference...I will call this ABSN-accelerated bachelors of science in nursing) I began at this point to investigate with these types of programs.

I also chose a different major at this time. I selected Human Development. My second semester as a freshman I was taking Physiology and Bio-Organic Chemistry, both 4 credits. I also played A LOT...till very late/early times ;) However, I NEVER missed my 8 o'clock Child Development class and got a solid A. This was kinda a sign for me...and it was the best decision I EVER made!

We'll Never Fredette----Thanks for the Emerys

DREAM TEAM 2010-2011

FAVORITE MEMORIES OF THE BEST BASKETBALL SEASON EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Chanting YOU GOT JIMMERED!!!!!

-Spending hours in line...in the snow...and the cold.....and in a tent

-WHOOSH...CECIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Starting a new tradtion..2 thumbs up after successful free throws!

-FOREVER we will remember the DANCE

-WWJD----What Would Jimmer Do??

-Jimmer worship!! HAHA Michelle!!!!!

-Thumbs up from Jimmer at the gym meet

-Winning the MWC!!!!

-Teach Me How To Jimmer...Teach Me Teach Me How to Jimmer!

-Raps from TJ Fredette

-AIRBALL! YOU GOT SWATTED!!! LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT!!!!

-TAKE HIS WHISTLE!!!!!!

-I'm Blind, I'm Deaf.....I wanna be a REF!

-Cosmo crowd surfing all the way to the top!

-FACE PAINT

-Jimmer will you marry me...or me......or my sister!-

-Seniors LOGAN, JIMMER and JACKSON

-Supporting Davies through a rough time

-SAN DIEGO STATE..enough said

-Cosmo dancing with the Cougarettes

-Polka dot headbands

-SHIMMYING OLD LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Season long WHITE OUT!!!!

-Skipping LOTS of class

-Being THIRD in the nation!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Seeing a whole new side of Andrea ;)

-Getting Pappy to a game!

-Blue Gatorade
-Someday it will say Fredette on my ID card.....
-When I look into your eyes, they seem to shimmer..I love you Jimmer

-Rally Towels and White Pom-poms

-Singing along with the Pep Band

-Jump on It... OH OH OH OH.....Ahah Eheh Ahah..I put my hands up in the air sometimes

-DUNKS!!!!!! Davies, Abouo, Emery, Collinsworth

-The loudest pink shoes i've ever seen

-Adam in all white....with neon green shoes

-Hartsock and Abouo on FIRE!!!!!!!!!!

-20, 30, 40 foot shots from Jimmer!

-Spending time with all my friends from the 92nd WARD

-Almost crying at least 10 times at the final home game of the season

What a great season!!! I am so grateful to have been able to be here for this season. What a great way to end my time at BYU!!!!!!! I will miss watching my boys rip up the court!!!!

Letters and Voodoo Dolls

This week was kind of a rollar coaster when it comes to nursing school applications. It seems like that is all I ever talk about anymore. I think my mother and I have not had a phone conversation since November that has not centered or somehow gotten to a discussion of my stressing about nursing school.
So last Wednesday I got a email from Johns Hopkins letting me know that they were missing 2 parts of the 5 parts of my application. I freaked of course and did everything I could to fix things. But I was freaked out and tried to email to get an idea of what was really going on. This was followed a few days later with another email...since I hadn't had a reply from the first. This one also went unanswered. So I tried to call....its much harder to ignore a person on a phone than in a computer. Apparently this is not the case with Johns Hopkins. Though the person I wanted to talk to was in the office, they couldn't take phone calls and I needed to email...though I had. So I was given another person to email.

So during this frustration I got a letter in the mail....containing my current two favorite words... Congratulations and accepted! Massachusetts General Hospital Institute of Health Professions was "impressed with my credentials and is confident that [I] have the potential to make significant contributions to both MGH Institute of Health Professions and to the nursing profession at large"
BEST ACCEPTANCE LETTER EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So at this point I was 3 for 3...still waiting on number 4. But number four was giving me fits! There is a lady in our home ward that my mom is good friends with that sometimes jokes about making voodoo dolls of those she is angry or frustrated with. And I was sooooo ready to give her a call and have her make me one for the admissions office of the Johns Hopkins school of nursing!!!!

So the next day I sent a very long email to my new contact at the admissions office. It was full of concern and anxiety...and I told my whole story from the beginning....literally I went back to my senior year when I first wanted to go to this school.
A few hours later I checked my email again....and found a very apologetic email. Thank goodness I did not ahve that voodoo doll made :).

So I am still waiting to hear from them...but at least I know that they are at least going to consider me! And that I obviously have made the cut enough to be considered and contacted. So now it is all just up to fate....or the admission counselors....or someone.

I am Actually Gonna Do It....YIKES!

So it is official...I am going to be a nurse!

I have been accepted into the Barnes Jewish Hospital Goldfarb School of Nursing in St Louis MO as well as Missouri University's Sinclair School of Nursing in Columbia MO.

I am still waiting to hear back from two other schools, but I have two possibilities....so no matter what really...I am going to be a nurse.

Its a really comforting feeling this fact. I have wanted to be a nurse, pretty much since I was 15 years old. I have wobbled back and forth with other professions; doctor, lawyer, therapist, public relations or advertising, politics and public policy, early childhood education, even photography. But even while I considered all of these other careers, nursing was in the back of my mind. They all came and went....but nursing stayed.
And now I have an opportunity to finally fulfill that dream. It only took me 7 years to get it together..and then it will take another year to get it done............but I'm gonna do it!

Better keep your kids healthy...cause pretty soon you are going to be putting them into my "capable" hands! ;)

Plans----Honestly Pretty Worthless

Wow! two posts in a week!!!! Craziness I know :)

So I am trying to plan out my life. This I realize is a ambitious task. I am only 22 and have a lot of my life left.
But to be honest I am not even trying to plan out anything more than this next semester. I just want to plan what classes I am going to take!!!!! Is that too much to ask!!!!????
Sometimes when I get in my planning modes like this I decide to just leave things up to "fate"...let things happen the way they are supposed to without my human planning getting in the way.

[side note----I realize my religion doesn't really do the fate thing----they believe in plans and no such thing as coincidences...well so I....they just call it the Great Plan of Happiness or the Plan of Salvation....but it is much shorter to call it fate...so i do]

But you can't really just live your life and hope you magically show up for the right classes. You have to know when they are and you need to have a seat and a test with your name on it.
But I don't know which nursing school I will be going to---so I don't know which prereqs I need to sign up for. I don't know when I will be going to this school. OR if I will get into any of them at all. Should I take a heavier load and get a minor in Psychology (emphasizing child and adol psych) or take a lighter load of classes I just want to take. I only need one 3 credit SFL class to graduate. I don't know how that happened cause last I checked I needed lots more than that. and in order to maintain the scholarship I was generously given I have to take 14 credits. That leaves me with 11 hours that I don't know what to do with.
I also have to schedule in time to go out to Orem and play with my kiddos, time to go to the temple and 20 hours to work. There are plenty of hours in the day----just not during the hours of 8 and 5..when I can work, volunteer and go to the temple. Plus all the psych classes I want to take seem to be at the same time as each other and all in the evenings...meaning I won't get home before 7 any day of the week but Friday (when I have no classes...very nice) But this is assuming that I go with the pscyh plan. Totally different if I go with the "fun" load.

UGGGGGGGGG I have no clue what to do. And we are getting down to the wire. I gotta finalize my classes soon so I can get books.

They always say----plans are crap right? what is it? You want to make God laugh, make plans??? I don't know

Updates---Since it Has Been So Long

So Lots has happened since my last post. I have been bad at updates.

So I finished the semester. It was HARD but I did it!

Anatomy was the hardest but I managed to pull out a solid B in it so I am THRILLED

I had to fight for my A in Cognitive Development (TERRIBLE professor)

And managed As in everything else :D

So overall a pretty decent semester.

Next should be even better. After Anatomy I feel like I could do anything!

Had a wonderful last month of the semester in Provo. Got to spend lots of time with lots of great friends. The best part of living in Provo is the awesome group of people I get to spend time with. Made a couple of trips up to temple square to see the lights---gorgeous and fun! Lots of games and Christmas cheer too.

Now I am home in St Louis---sick as a dog! I have pretty much been sick the whole time I have been home. The crazy thing about it is---not just the length---but the kind of illness. I have had EVERYTHING in this past week. Sore throat, stuffy nose, lost voice, runny nose, headaches, fatigue, aches and pains, upset stomach, achy ears, coughing, sneezing----everything! There are very few other symptoms that I could have and not be like in the hospital! Its been an eventful week that is for sure!!

As for nursing schools. Still in the unknown there. Hopefully will get that info soon!